I used to be so happy and productive when it comes to being with family, friends and thought it would be the same when making a Deviantart account and to draw but somehow I stopped...Why? I really don't know. I had been depressed, scared and very lost in everything I do. I lost some of my drawings skills can't draw anymore like I used to and even have fear of losing some of my social skills. It's even hard to make friends on here knowing only people mostly cares about their artwork but not as a person which kinda hurts me. The feeling of being rejected by others and even friends and family.., The feelings of people who are putting me down wh